yana'sss

2012-02-28T01:11:00.007+08:00

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I read a few stuffs online and then I ponder and then I realised that I kind of regretted what I said. I kind of which I hadn't put myself out there too much. I kind of wish I hadn't let it all out. I didn't exactly say everything, but I did let out what I felt were words worth saying.

I kind of regretted it abit now. At how honest I was. At how easy it was for me to be so darn kind. I kind of wish I could erase everything that I said and be a bit hard on myself. But it was ironic how some time ago I cursed myself for being so hard to my heart and the people around me.

Because at that moment ago I felt that if I didn't actually say the words worth saying, then when? When will the chance ever come again? Even if things didn't happen, at least I could live five or ten years down the road and look back without regrets, knowing that I had the guts to say the words that are worth - to me. That are worth at that point of time. I will be happy knowing I actually did what I could and not keep wondering what might be. That was how I felt a moment ago.

But right now, I'm kind of stuck on whether it's actually worth giving things a shot, or keeping it all in because deep down, some part of me is saying to hold back.

Maybe I should.

#thoughtsatnight

2012-02-26T21:55:00.002+08:00

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It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move on but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.

- eletheowl

2012-02-23T12:01:00.004+08:00

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Never fails to impress me ;)

2012-02-23T11:57:00.003+08:00

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Firstly, keep in mind

30 Things to Stop Doing to Yourself

Then , please

30 Things to Start Doing to Yourself

2012-02-23T01:17:00.004+08:00

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oh yeah up up and away we go !

2012-02-23T01:16:00.001+08:00

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So right now, I shall start to think. A whole lot more. About everything.

2012-02-23T01:05:00.002+08:00

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We got a lot to learn.

2012-02-21T03:00:00.001+08:00

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Just saying :) Don't be too hard on yourself . Especially during times like these.

AND IF YOU'RE TOO LAZY TO READ THIS POST, THEN YOU WON'T GET THE ANSWERS YOU'RE SEARCHING FOR.

Al-Quran (Kalam Allah)

1) WE ALWAYS ASK: Why was I TESTED?
AL-QURAN ANSWERS: "Do men think that they will be left alone saying,'We believe', and that they will not be tested? We did test those before them, and Allah will certainly know those who are true from those who are false." [29:2-3]

2) WE ALWAYS ASK: Why I never get what I wanted?
AL-QURAN ANSWERS: " It is possible that you dislike a thing which is good for you, and that you love a thing, which is bad for you. But Allah knows, while you know not." Surah Al-Baqarah [2:216]

3) WE ALWAYS ASK: Why was I burdened this way?
AL-QURAN ANSWERS: "Allah does not place a burden to a soul greater than it can bear. It gets every good that it earns, and it suffers every ill that it earns." Surah Al-Baqarah [2:286]& " So verily, with every difficulty there is relief: (repeated) Verily, with every difficulty there is relief." Surah Al-Insyirah [94:5-6]

4) WE ALWAYS ASK: Why am I losing hope?
AL-QURAN ANSWERS: "So lose not heart, nor fall into despair: For you will be superior if you are true in Faith." Surah Al-Imran [3:139]

5) WE ALWAYS ASK: How can I face it?
AL-QURAN ANSWERS: " O you who believed! Persevere in patience and constancy; vie in such perseverance; strengthen each other; and fear Allah that you may prosper." Surah Al-Imran[3:200] & "And seek(Allah's) help with patient, perseverance and prayer: It is indeed hard, except to those who bring a humbly submissive (to Allah)." Surah Al-Baqarah [2:45]

6) WE ALWAYS ASK: What do I get from all these?
AL-QURAN ANSWERS: "Indeed, Allah has purchased from the believers their lives and properties (in exchange) for that they will have the garden (of Paradise)..." Surah At-Taubah [9:111]

7) WE ALWAYS ASK: To whom could I depend?

AL-QURAN ANSWERS: "(Allah) suffice me: there is no god but He: On Him is my trust- He the Lord of the Throne (of Glory) Supreme." Surah At-Taaubah [9:129]

8) WE ALWAYS ASK: But I can't take it anymore!

AL-QURAN ANSWERS: "...and never give up hope of Allah's Soothing Mercy; truly No one despairs of Allah's Soothing Mercy. except Those who have no faith." Surah Yusuf [9:87]& "Despairs not of the Mercy of Allah: for Allah forgives All sins for He is Often- Forgiving, Most Merciful." Surah Az-Zumar [39:53]

2012-02-21T02:32:00.004+08:00

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In the gym, if the weights are too heavy you can put it down.

Outside the gym if the weights are too heavy you have to man up and stand up, put up and shut up.

I'm scared. I need to run, fast.

2012-02-21T00:10:00.004+08:00

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When you stop chasing the wrong things,
you give the right things a chance to catch you.

2012-02-19T23:48:00.002+08:00

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It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't

2012-02-17T01:04:00.005+08:00

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Allahummayassir ...

Writing out an essay JUST for the application for NUS. I don't even know if I should say that I'm an amazing all-rounder studious goody-goody student with awesome grades or praise/compliment their socks off so they will accept me. God. Gosh. If I can't get through this, well ... it was fun writing the essay. HAHAHAHA

Bismillah.

On a side note, this made my night.

"I don't understand why Cupid was chosen to represent Valentine's Day. When I think about romance, the last thing on my mind is a short, chubby toddler coming at me with a weapon."

Hahaha freaking HILARIOUS

2012-02-16T15:21:00.001+08:00

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2012-02-16T14:00:00.005+08:00

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Small little cutie cutie patterned stars. I don't even know why, but I bought these and made them. Just to fill my time despite having loads of things to do. Waste of time waste of money waste of energy but it makes me happy. Boo.

Main purpose : Make them.
Main reason: Because they are cute.

Diam la. Cute kannnn.

2012-02-16T13:45:00.003+08:00

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Gave these to my colleagues at work on my last day. If you haven't try that new product from Ferrero, or like the cousins of Ferrero or something like that, go try ! It's nice!!!

2012-02-16T13:42:00.004+08:00

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" It’s been one crazy thunderbolt after another thrown down from the angry skies above but you’re still standing and you’re such a fucking marvel, you know? You are. You’re a dangerous one though, you, because your strength belies your fragile bones. I could fucking snap you in half and chew you up and spit you out and walk all over you but you wouldn’t break. You wouldn’t even flinch. You’d just smile as serene as your soul and as calm as your spirit and as whole and pure and fucking beautiful as you are inside and out . "

I don't really see the purpose of sending that text out but I just think the description is necessary for you.

2012-02-16T13:39:00.002+08:00

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She knows,
we all have to grow old,
and walk the winding road.

2012-02-14T21:56:00.001+08:00

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Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia.

2012-02-14T21:54:00.005+08:00

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Used to text you just to say how beautiful the moon was, because the only thing we would have in common is that we were looking at it at the same time.

Nice isn't it ?

2012-02-12T23:48:00.001+08:00

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Just do it do it do it do it do it .

2012-02-11T00:45:00.003+08:00

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I grew tired of the same, then one night Packed my things, told the one I loveI'll be back one day

2012-02-08T13:44:00.005+08:00

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There she goes

There she goes again

Racing through my brain

And I just can't contain

This feeling that remains

:/ :( :/

All the best to you and take care :)

2012-02-07T13:34:00.004+08:00

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The things I do when I procrastinate. Sup.

2012-02-07T13:30:00.002+08:00

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It's been awhile since I drive. I'd like to drive again. To bring people out and go somewhere where I've never been and learn the roads and get lost. Then I'd learn. And then I'd feel satisfied. I want to do crazy things like ... well define crazy for me. I'm serious. I miss that adrenalin rush.

2012-02-07T00:51:00.000+08:00

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2012-02-07T00:35:00.005+08:00

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That's what happens when there's online applications.
That's what happens when you ask for help.
You're agitated and frustrated at the amount of paper work that needs to be done.
Then that's when they all start to think, that you're not sincere in asking for help.
That you're not grateful at the help offered.
And you're just standing there, wondering where did it all go wrong.
And you just want to quit.
That's what happens, when you've been too good for too long.
Because being good is boring.
So you start some shit.

And that's what happens in the middle of my night.

2012-02-03T10:29:00.002+08:00

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Shall post this again because it's so bloody relevant.

I carry a lot of scars. I like the way that sounds. I carry a LOT of scars. ― Alex Garland, The Beach

2012-02-01T13:08:00.003+08:00

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“Wanita yang solehah tersenyum dalam kesusahan, mendapat kekuatan melalui doa, menenangkan hati melalui istighfar, dan mendidik diri melalui solat yang khusyu’. Susah itu tarbiyyah, sabar itu indah…”

2012-01-31T23:08:00.004+08:00

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I don't know what's gotten into people nowadays.

2012-01-31T11:58:00.005+08:00

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Just close your eyes, you'll be alright.

2012-01-31T00:23:00.004+08:00

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May my heart be kind, my mind fierce and my spirit brave.

2012-01-30T16:23:00.004+08:00

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Anything that gets your blood racing is probably worth doing .

2012-01-30T15:05:00.004+08:00

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2012-01-30T12:45:00.009+08:00

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This is not a song. This is not a music video. This is the product of a book from a blog.

This is something beautiful.

This book is divided up into four sections; Sun, Moon, Stars, Rain. Those four different sections collect the posts into four distinct phases that describe, hopefully, the human condition. Sun is about looking for love or the potential for love. Moon is about the act of being in love. Stars is the loss of that love. Rain is about rediscovering hope in life, at the end of that cycle.

Description of I wrote This For You

"I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn't get it." Started 2007, I Wrote This For You is an acclaimed exploration of hauntingly beautiful words, photography and emotion that's unique to each person that reads it. This book gathers together nearly 200 of the most beautiful entries into four distinct chapters; Sun, Moon, Stars, Rain. Together with several new and exclusive entries that don't appear anywhere else, each chapter of I Wrote This For You focuses on a different facet of life, love, loss, beginnings and endings.

2012-01-30T11:14:00.002+08:00

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Tomorrow, you'll have to live with the things you said.

2012-01-26T15:15:00.004+08:00

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I swear if we were judged by Allah just on what we have on our blogs. By Allah taking your blog as your book of deeds! I fear the majority of us, as Allah mentions in the Quran, would be crying out of regret for what we post on our blogs.

Hmmmmm. Saya pun macam terasa.

2012-01-25T14:36:00.004+08:00

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2012-01-24T19:46:00.000+08:00

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When we least expect it, life sets us a challenge to test our courage and willingness to change; at such a moment, there is no point in pretending that nothing has happened or in saying that we are not ready. The challenge will not wait. Life does not look back. A week is more than enough time for us to decide whether or not to accept our destiny.

2012-01-19T10:08:00.001+08:00

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You can count on me like 1 2 3

2012-01-19T00:13:00.002+08:00

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So today marks the end of my floorball days in 3 years of Poly life. To be honest, I nearly teared but what eventually came out was just a sigh. A long sad sigh. It was more of "I could have done better" rather than "Oh yeah it's finally over". And now that it's over, it signals the start of the end of my poly years. Bit by bit everything will be over. POL-ITE, IVP, reports, internship.

Insyallah Amin I'll be graduating.

And the question now is : What am I doing with my life ?!!?!?!?

2012-01-16T23:03:00.003+08:00

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" Tolong tolong jangan lepas doa, Diyanah, " she said.

:'( I want to be a better person .

2012-01-15T23:24:00.005+08:00

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Some people just know how to be on your ass and get your nerves up and risk your future along with it. And my weakness is to forgive and swear and regret it sooner or later.

God forgive me but F.

I don't want to have the same regrets again. Alright ?

I don't want to screw my grades and my future so I'll SCREW YOU (for now) . And I'm going to try to be a bitch because the possibility of us meeting again in the future is pretty low. Even if we do, well I don't give a shit.

So the heck. Allah swt guide me, guide my emotions, guard my mouth and screw you bitchezxzxzxzx.

2012-01-11T17:09:00.002+08:00

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That goes to show how much you never know when things are about to change.

2012-01-11T10:31:00.003+08:00

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2012-01-09T13:33:00.009+08:00

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Let me figure out what matters, what doesn't and I'll get back to you .

2012-01-02T18:36:00.002+08:00

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A new year ahead and I want to end this post in a good note .

Alright . So here goes.

Thank you for being there , whether it's for a reason a season or a lifetime. Thank you for making me hope in something so wonderful. Thank you for making me believe in myself to be something I thought I'd never be.

With all my heart, I hope you will have a wonderful year ahead. I hope things are right with you now and will be right for you eventually. I hope you'll love far more often than you hate. I hope you'll dream big and make something worthwhile while it last. I hope you'll be loved and you'll be liked, and that you'll have people to love and to like in return.

And most importantly, I hope that you will, when you need to be, wise and strong and may this new year make you into a better man. Understand that you deserve love, even if you don't feel like it. Because no matter how far-fetched it seems, you'll be okay and I hope you chose to stick around long enough for you to see that it's the truth. Remember Him. Put your family first, things you love second and the rest will come into place. I'll always keep you in my prayers.

I may not know you that well , but I know you enough to say that you're a great guy. You got a beautiful heart but it's just messy. With all the things I've said, even if you find it hard to accept, it's what I hope and know you will be. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.

No I don't want any of us to leave. I don't want any of 2011 memories to leave, especially with you in it. I just want to start all over and I want it to get better . There are actually a couple more things ... but I'll stop here. So whatever it is , stay awesome (:

2011-12-29T10:44:00.006+08:00

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It feels good to be running again . It's good. it's good.

Haha . Sorry that was so hard to resist.

So okay , since you're already here you might as well watch this .

2011-12-27T11:07:00.003+08:00

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The power of prayer will never leave you even in the darkest of times.
It is the greatest weapon known to man, a freedom no one can take away.
Ever.

2011-12-22T13:40:00.002+08:00

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2011-12-22T13:33:00.005+08:00

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A few years down the road, you'll look back and regret, not for the things you did ... but the things you didn’t do. Not for the words you said, but the words left hanging. Especially when there is nothing to lose. Especially when you know you could give it your all but in the end , you didn't.

2011-12-21T11:19:00.001+08:00

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Fist bump. Right here .

2011-12-20T14:16:00.005+08:00

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Cramps in the body indicate how long my body yearns for some workout :(
Tu lah . Malas sangat kan nak jogging . Malas sangat nak lari . Padan muka . Haha

2011-12-19T13:43:00.001+08:00

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2011-12-16T15:09:00.004+08:00

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Just saying ..

Many of us can walk, but can’t get up to pray. Many of us can talk, but don’t recite or supplicate (to Allah). Many of us can hear, but don’t listen to His Words. Many of us can see, but are still blind (i.e. they can’t see the reality of this world, they do not contemplate, make good use of their eyes, read.)

فَاذْكُرُونِي أَذْكُرْكُمْ وَاشْكُرُواْ لِي وَلاَ تَكْفُرُونِ

Therefore remember Me (by praying, glorifying, etc.). I will remember you, and be grateful to Me (for My countless Favours on you) and never be ungrateful to Me.

(Al-Baqarah 2:152)

Hence , get your priorities straight and rectify yourself before it’s too late.

2011-12-15T09:45:00.002+08:00

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Why you believe

2011-12-13T23:57:00.003+08:00

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2011-12-13T14:35:00.004+08:00

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oh yes .

2011-12-13T14:34:00.001+08:00

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And before I knew it , it all didn't matter anymore .
I think . Strange .

2011-12-13T12:20:00.003+08:00

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Just a thought . I should learn how to be more feminine . Sigh .

Don't you think so ?

2011-12-12T23:08:00.002+08:00

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I need a running buddy .

Maybe not exactly a running buddy , but the enthusiasm to run .

Because I shall need that space and air and silence .

So for the meantime , here I am writing all of this .

And for the meantime and forever , stay happy (:

2011-12-12T13:53:00.000+08:00

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The Abandonment of Quran

2011-12-08T13:51:00.007+08:00

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And that is how change happens. One gesture. One person. One moment at a time.

2011-12-06T10:05:00.003+08:00

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Note to self : No such thing as no time .

2011-12-06T00:50:00.008+08:00

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Felt like blogging since I couldn't really sleep .

It seems like it was just yesterday I tried , so hard . Kind of dawned on me , maybe a little , that everything you do and everything that you say , it starts from within. You gotta be strong inside to face the reality outside. It's not just about being tough , it's acceptance.

It's not easy , but I'm getting there .

2011-12-05T23:55:00.003+08:00

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THANK YOU ladies . Really , from the bottom of my heart . (L)

2011-12-05T12:34:00.002+08:00

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If you consider giving up on someone , you probably already have .
It's called putting shit aside and being strong .

2011-12-02T10:01:00.006+08:00

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Something I missed out but here goes :

2011-12-02T00:13:00.002+08:00

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I hope you're doing good .
mmmmmhmmmmmm

2011-12-01T15:36:00.001+08:00

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I don't like too much things clouding my mind / life .
I still love my blog .
I wish you knew .

2011-12-01T13:37:00.004+08:00

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I carry a lot of scars. I like the way that sounds. I carry a LOT of scars.

― Alex Garland, The Beach

2011-12-01T12:15:00.002+08:00

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" Pretending. I know it’s wrong. Of course it is. But we all do it. We pretend to be fine when we’re not. We pretend we don’t care when in reality we do. We pretend to be sorry when we’re really not. But most of all we pretend to be someone else than who we truly are.

I’ve been there, I’ve done that. I still do it every single day because I don’t like talking about my problems. I bottle it up, and pretend to be alright. My friends believe it, and I don’t blame them. Sometimes I honestly think I’m close to believing myself. How pathetic is that? But really it’s not pathetic, just the truth. Just the bittersweet truth of life, and every single person. I don’t mean that in a rude way, I’m not saying people are pathetic. It’s just life.

Sometimes it’s just time to let go. Sometimes we just need to stop pretending, just for a while. Tell one of your darkest secrets but don’t expect people to understand, just hope they will listen. Hope they will accept you for who you are anyway."

2011-12-01T11:56:00.002+08:00

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Blue hair . I'm serious .

2011-11-29T00:29:00.001+08:00

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Sometimes it takes a huge lose to remind you of who you care about the most .

2011-11-28T17:01:00.002+08:00

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28 November
Hey Monday (:

2011-11-25T12:56:00.001+08:00

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Been long since I see clouds like this .
Come on already . I want to run :(

2011-11-24T15:20:00.002+08:00

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I clicked 'Dashboard' on Blogger . Read other blogs that I used to have .

CAN'T BELIEVE I WROTE THAT KINDA SHIT .

2011-11-24T14:27:00.002+08:00

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We must always remember that we can die anytime.
It’s not pessimism. It’s just to remind us the purpose of our existence.

2011-11-23T10:30:00.001+08:00

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Everyday
Is a battle that I just can’t win

2011-11-22T13:37:00.009+08:00

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" I’m still ashamed of what my heart once contained ,
but still God sends me blessings again and again . "

2011-11-15T13:29:00.003+08:00

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Most people are stronger than they know .
They just forget to believe in it sometimes .

I shall try to remind you. A thousand times over.

Only if you allow me to .

2011-11-15T00:14:00.002+08:00

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Oh sexy

2011-11-11T10:10:00.002+08:00

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Its been long . I want to run . Just run .

2011-11-10T12:07:00.008+08:00

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It's just different . With you , it's just different. I don't see myself like how I was 5 years ago. When I was stupid and naive. When I used to think that someone can be your everything . No . Now I am clueless , but I am hopeful. I'm sick , but I'm stronger , here. I don't know why it's different. It feels different. And it keeps running in my head.

I guess it's different now because I know how it used to feel. I know how it feels to hope. I know how it feels to believe. So I shall stay away. I don't want to hurt anybody no more . I'll try not to give a shit. But I'll try to care a little. I shall keep my distance. I shall build my walls up. I shall keep my guard up high.

But in any case , in any second of the day, if you ever forget to believe , I can remind you .

2011-11-09T15:54:00.019+08:00

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POL-ITE 2011
vs TP vs ITE vs SP

2011-11-09T12:29:00.002+08:00

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It’s okay. It’s okay to wish you did something differently. But never blame yourself for how things turned out. Never tell yourself you can’t do better, and never tell yourself this is end of the road. Fate has a time and place for all of us and nothing you can do or say will change that. Sure, it’s okay to fall, but it’s never okay to stay down.

2011-11-08T13:14:00.011+08:00

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No idea why but I decided to change it. I guess I'm sick of it. Not much of a difference but it was fun struggling to edit the code templates. Please. We all used to be professionals editing blogskin templates.

On a sidenote , stay happy ladies (:

2011-11-04T02:17:00.004+08:00

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I talk to you as to a friend . I hope that's what you've come to be

2011-11-03T23:48:00.003+08:00

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Sometimes , actually most of the times , I just have the overwhelming urge to randomly talk to a perfect stranger . Start with a smile , a nod of acknowledgement and start talking about random stuffs like how his day had been , how is he doing, how's his family at home . I don't really mean 'he' . I just mean anyone .

It's just something that I've been contemplating for quite a while and if you were to ask me why , I have no reason why.

Without a doubt , the situation will be weird and the silence may be awkward but honestly, I believe that you might actually get honest opinions and great life stories from a total stranger .

Or if all else fails , smile . At least your first impression is nice .

2011-10-28T15:59:00.002+08:00

may be peace upon to you (:

oh wow . And I thought I'm done with feelings like this .

2011-10-27T10:39:00.015+08:00

may be peace upon to you (:

Westlife Gravity Tour @ Singapore Indoor Stadium !
3rd October 2011

*click to enlarge photos*

Sorry Nunun I really don't know why your pic is senget !! Really ... :(

This was after they exit , stating that it will already be their last song but NOOOO we were smart enough to stay and our patience really paid off because TADAAAAAA they went on stage again and they sang , for their grand finale , yeap Flying Without Wings !

Oh wow . It was ...... magical .

2011-10-24T00:49:00.007+08:00

may be peace upon to you (:

When you look back, you realise that
He knew you had the strength to bear the troubles.
He just wanted you to see it too .

Dear God ,

please give me strength to change the things I can ,
the courage to accept the things that I can't
And the wisdom to know the difference.

Aminyarrabanalalamin.

2011-10-22T01:28:00.005+08:00

may be peace upon to you (:

Sometimes I wonder what made me think you were different. How I convinced myself that you were worth being silly over. I guess in everyone's life, there's this one person that will make you feel as if no risk mattered. I take it that for me, you were that person. Even though deep down I might have always known you were going to burn me , I just wanted you so bad. And that maybe, knowing I had you in my life for a while lessens the painful fact that you turned out to be like everyone else who left.

What I meant to say was ... stay , okay ?

2011-10-20T23:30:00.004+08:00

may be peace upon to you (:

" When the heart has enough of hurt, it starts to close up. "

2011-10-12T13:59:00.003+08:00

may be peace upon to you (:

It's just sick .

2011-10-10T01:36:00.009+08:00

may be peace upon to you (:

Saw this somewhere . Thought I should share it :)

For some, finding the right person comes easily. For others, searching becomes a painstaking process. They search hopefully only to get their hearts broken in the end. Some people search too much that they miss out on what could have been really right for them. They search too much that they miss out on the chance of becoming the right person for somebody. Let fate do its work. That way, you won’t be overlooking a wonderful person that might just be the one.

2011-10-08T01:21:00.002+08:00

may be peace upon you (:

sujudkulah yang menguatkan aku, kerana aku tahu setiap kali dahiku menyentuh sejadah, Allah mendengar setiap rintihan hatiku. Allah mengerti pedih di qalbuku. Allah tahu sebenarnya aku masih punya kekuatan untuk bangkit. ya Rabb, inginku berteleku panjang dalam sujudku. inginku luahkan segala rasa yang berlagu di hati kepadaMu :’)

2011-10-07T18:33:00.004+08:00

may be peace upon to you (:

And you're left there stripped with the truth before your very eyes .
You just got to swallow it in , the pain and all .

2011-10-06T01:17:00.003+08:00

may be peace upon to you (:

This is like a sad but happy song .

Everytime , everytime .

2011-10-05T00:19:00.003+08:00

may be peace upon to you (:

you know the thing that they call " gut feeling " ?
It's there for a reason .
And most of the time , it's right .

2011-10-02T23:58:00.012+08:00

may be peace upon to you (:

~~yeap . MY BAD I'm not good with goodbyes _|_~~

Dear Allah , do forgive me and help me suppress my anger . Insyallah Amin .