Thank you for being there , whether it's for a reason a season or a lifetime. Thank you for making me hope in something so wonderful. Thank you for making me believe in myself to be something I thought I'd never be.

With all my heart, I hope you will have a wonderful year ahead. I hope things are right with you now and will be right for you eventually. I hope you'll love far more often than you hate. I hope you'll dream big and make something worthwhile while it last. I hope you'll be loved and you'll be liked, and that you'll have people to love and to like in return.

And most importantly, I hope that you will, when you need to be, wise and strong and may this new year make you into a better man. Understand that you deserve love, even if you don't feel like it. Because no matter how far-fetched it seems, you'll be okay and I hope you chose to stick around long enough for you to see that it's the truth. Remember Him. Put your family first, things you love second and the rest will come into place. I'll always keep you in my prayers.

I may not know you that well , but I know you enough to say that you're a great guy. You got a beautiful heart but it's just messy. With all the things I've said, even if you find it hard to accept, it's what I hope and know you will be. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.

No I don't want any of us to leave. I don't want any of 2011 memories to leave, especially with you in it. I just want to start all over and I want it to get better . There are actually a couple more things ... but I'll stop here. So whatever it is , stay awesome (: